The paradox of a parody
that lives deep inside of me
I can never be free can't you see.
The pain rains on me
as it reigns over me
My soul is all I see
and never what's inside of me...
I know what I could be
what I should be &
what I would be
but all I wanna be is
FREE
free to be me....
But the pressure rains down on me
It reigns over me
I am nothing can't you see
I am everything I wanna be
I AM ME
forever me.
Tick Tick Toc on the clock
& on the dot.
I can't sleep. My mind races
a speedway of thought.
No winner for I have lost
My mind
I believe I left it
behind.
My story is just a parody
of what lies
Deep inside of me
I've lost the time can't you see
I've lost my mind, can it be?
And the feelings rain on top of me
as the feelings reign over me
I am no longer lost for words
as words pour out of me.
Rocking back and forth
Asylum is my home
in my mind I live
nevermore, nevermore...
1,2,3... I count more than enough
words for names, leaving behind a memory
of what is left of me
still just an enigmatic
time box, tick tock. tick tock
hands dance around a circle
No longer just a memory but...
a melody of a wasted moment.
Blank stares into the eyes that
aren't there. They judge me.
They Judge Me.
As tears reain inside of me
And pain reigns over me
I was never lost can't you see
For nevermore I AM it can be.
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