It has been written

Something compelled me to come in and write. Oh heaven knows what. I've lost touch with why I kept talking about myself and my life. I've been asking myself if I can only writing about things in my life than are complicated and when it's too good or too bad, I don't write at all.. 

I wonder. 

Well regardless of that, everything is fine. 

I got a car. 

Woot woot!

And I'm going on a vacation to Grenada.

I also got my passport. 

Woot woot! 

So yeah. 

In other news particularly why I chose to write now, is because I'm at the doctors. I'm getting my IUD taken out. 

Meaning, I'd like to have another child.

I've thought about it, and I feel it's best that I'm younger  (before my life blows up and I'm completely unable to)

I'm trying to go back to school as well, and it would be easier to do it pregnant than with a Newborn. I know it sounds weird, but I feel like it's the right time. 

I did want to get married first. But I might still have to wait until I'm pregnant for that. Damn L. 

I don't want to rush him, but I also don't want him to feel like I don't care enough that he can take his sweet time. 

Either way, I'm gonna take my chances and see what happens. L and I have been well, in terms of our relationship. I can see he loves me, even when he's being a dick. I love him as well, even when he's being a dick. 

He's stated working again, so that could contribute to his upgrade in mood. Who knows, I just know I'm marginally happier. And that's a win. 

I'd like to say I'd try and write more, but that's a bold face lie. We shall see.....